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April 7th, 2010
08:55 pm - thinking of moving
to perris,,,,
lets hope we get the house!
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February 24th, 2010
12:58 pm - i just found out
im having a girl again
its exciting...
<3
berlin elvia carrillo<3
i still dont know how i wanna spell berlin...
berlynn
berlyn?
no clue
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February 15th, 2010
09:26 pm - i hate my default picture
dosent even look like me anymore.
so i dyed my hair like orange its nice and bright. something new because i was starting to look pretty frumpy..i cant spell.
anywho valentines day was pretty sweet danny gave me flowers, chocolate, a huge card and a white gold necklace that has a key on it..its so pretty i love it....it means so much more then it is. the other day he went and got a tattoo of a heart with roses and it has two banners on it with me and dalilahs name and inside the heart theres a lock so when he gave me the key he said it was the key to his heart it was so sweet. i wanted to cry..i know im so chessseyyy. haha
but yeah man i love danny
i need to get this off my chest but man i feel so guilty and regret it so much
but me and danny got a little rocky for a bit a while back so i started to talk to a old fling from high school...and we texted back and forth but thats it though. we were planning on hanging out and all that good stuff
but im so glad i cut it all off i just stoped replying to his texts...cuz hes soooo not worth me loosing danny
i guess i just felt lonely when me and danny were going threw that hard time
like i needed someone to tell me the things i wanted to hear....i cant explain it
i feel so guilty
i really do love danny
i will do anything for my love<3
after all that i just now realize ever little thing he does for me
i appreciate everything he does
hes been here for me through everything
ive been here for him after all the shits hes put me through
we've had the best and the worst times...and i will never forget
there will never be anyone who can replace him.
hes the best father and boyfriend ever
he helps me with dalilah so much
and will do anything for her
alot of guys ya know dont really help there wife/gf with the baby
but danny does...he doesnt mind changing pampers
watching her while i shower, bathing her, putting her to sleep
im soooo grateful for him
he loves spending time with her
i love all the little things he does for me and her
i love everything about him
im so grateful for him
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February 4th, 2010
04:02 pm - my sister
had her baby...hes so cute
sucks hes still in icu so i havent met him in person yet.
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January 23rd, 2010
December 15th, 2009
03:23 pm - is it just the sad weather
some of the entries i just read made me feel sad
i dont like reading sad/careless things.
honestly it just made me feel like shit
how can some people just have no feelings.
so im about 11 weeks pregnant..
still havent told me mom
or anyone really, me and danny are pretty
excited..hopefully its a boy!
after this one no more kids
its crazy to think when im like 40
im gonna have a 21 and 20 year old hahaha
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December 1st, 2009
03:05 pm
been feeling so sick...
just found out some crazzzzzy news.
ahhh
im happy and scared
just happend tooooo soon..
i guess you might be getting what im saying.......
yup im pregnant again..
8 weeks and 6 days
just found out
i didnt even know.....
so girls be careful birth control sucks! haha (i was on the pill)
its crazy because i was gonna get my 5 year iud put in yesterday
and i had to take a preg test and it came out positive
danny and i are so scared
dalilah just turned 8 months and i feel so bad cuz shes my wittle baby:(
and now im having another one
im still really uncomfortable with my body and now i have to gain
all this weight again!
i guess i have to stay positive
this will be our last kid. were done!
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September 15th, 2009
10:10 pm - stupid house
i hate escrow
it still hasnt closed.
hoping we get it in like 2 weeks..
sucks cuz when we get the house
were gonna have to renovate before we can move in
new carpet, painting, landscaping, cleaning and cleaning
decorating...we dont have much haha but we have what we need..
the house is so big its gonna look empty
its okay though
my mom just closed escrow
were gonna live with her for a few weeks til we
get the house (renovate and everything)
sucks were gonna have to move like twice!
luckly her new house is like 5 mins away from here
its funny how ive grown to like moval
were sooo close to everything...
literally takes us two mins to get everywhere
and the area we live is really nice
im just so excited
for everything!
my mom got a new house..
its 5 mins away
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August 19th, 2009
05:28 pm - update:
i finally got a new car about time
i feel like such a mom driving it
its a blazer haha.
im back in school
i love it!
i hate leaving dalilah!
danny got a new job he finally left his other one
its cool he only works 15mins away sucks
hes getting paid $5 dollars less
but man, i hated him working in laguna
he was never home...tooo much damn traffic.
we find out in 2 weeks if we get the house!
UMMM,, my little baby is getting big!
shes almost 5 months!
times going by tooooo fast
danny and i have been going through a really hard time this past month
it breaks my heart
i dont think hes happy
we talk and talk about things and say
things are gonna change but they dont...
ive been so emotional
i just feel like hes gonna leave me
he says he wont..
the tension between us has been so bad
were just hoping for the best
and trying to stay positive
ummmmmm but yeah my sisters preg with her 3rd kid!
another girl haha
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July 28th, 2009
03:57 pm - i misss the old days
i miss that one summer...
i miss my old best friend
its so sad we dont even talk anymore
i cant even remember what went wrong
i miss her so much
i guess everyone soon starts to go there own ways
and people change,,,
i miss the friendship we had
the trust
and everything
she was like my littler sister....
:(
ahhh this makes me sad.
so on a good note
we are offically in escrow
hopefully we move in by the middle of august,,,
i love love love the house
its perfect<3
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